The New Year's Resolution that never gets followed

I think not everyone does this anymore because they know they'll just break it after a few weeks/day/hours. But it's good to do this every year because then you have a goal you wish to achieve and a constant reminder that change is not always bad. It's the year of the Wood Horse this coming 2014, I think.... and I think this is signifies a new start for steadfastness in trying to achieve those resolutions. You have to be the change you wish to see, as cliche as that sounds.....
My New Year's Resolution

1. Eat healthy
2. Sleep at a decent hour
3. Lose weight
4. Stop cramming
5. Finish things due before going on Wattpad
6. Be more sociable
7. Take chances
8. Be more faithful 
9. Get higher grades so that I can get into a good college
10. Live,Love,Laugh

There's so much more but I leave it at that because I'll never end if I put down all the things I want to change about myself. I also think that too much can be overwhelming, and we won't do anything all together.... Happy New Year in advance!! :D Love you! spread the love!

The Rather Eventful Pre- Christmas

I've been MIA! It's a busy Christmas this year! I had to look for 3 exchange gifts plus the legit gifts for ze friends. But I'm happy and for an anti-social girl I to a lot of shiz..... 

DECEMBER 19: This the day we had our Christmas party. I got we had a Christmas party and Australian students happened to come over. I freakin' love their accents... Maybe I'll live there in the future and have get the accent.... Good plan? Methinks so.... Anyway back to my story, so in our exchange gift, my teacher got me and she gave me 3 pretty notebooks, I know it's kinda nerdy but  I love writing so that works. I gave my gift to the student council's treasurer, oh my! I know I had to live up to an expectations.So I had people ask around what she wanted.... and she's actually a foodie and wanted Airheads.... so I went ahead and got the her 3 packs of Airheads and threw in white chocolate Toblerone, I mean who doesn't like chocolates! And she loved it! Yay! and she hugged me, even if weren't close at all.... It wasn't that nice of a hug though cause she's so bony. UHHH! I'm so jealous that she can just eat so much and not gain weight at all. Anyway I had another exchange gift with my friends and but in ours, we had a new rule that, stealing was allowed... that means we put all the gifts in the middle and we pick out slot on who gets to pick first then they open it when everyone's done chosing, the stealing begins and the gift is allowed to be stolen 3 times before the gift is unstealable.... :) pretty cool huh? yeah only our group... :D I got a freakin' glow-in-the-dark journal... yay... and i initially got 2 black Sharpies which I really have no use for so yeah. I win!

DECEMBER 21: Friend's Assassin's Creed Promposal(she's a gamer). It was beautiful! and I totes ship it. they seem good for each other. Then we went to eat it a Japanese restaurant and we saw our friend actually interact with the opposite gender. Yay! and I met pretty nice people(boys) and one hot one but my friend already called dibs so no chance cause it's part of the girl code.... All in all a good day! I got a lot of sleep after that group lunch date. 

DECEMBER 22: I had to run to the stores because I only found out that we were having another exchange gift for taekwondo 2 days before and I had plans for Saturday and I picked a 14 year old dude, which I really stressing if you don't already know. I freakin' just went with my instincts and bought what guys usually like which made it way easier since I have two freakin' brothers, one who's 15 so it worked. I bought a watch, hair wax, and a pack of jelly beans. I thought, if he doesn't like this, he has to learn to like it. So there I go to the venue! And we get to swim! Yay! Of course, it's a heated pool because we'd freeze to death if it weren't. We took our annual picture in our taekwondo uniform and asked if my gift was okay and she gave me a thumbs up so I was able to breathe easier. After that, we were free to eat and swim! Yay! I mostly stayed in the shallow part with the little kids were there and they're so cute and the dude, let's name him Donut has a little brother that I absolutely adore, he's practically my baby so I stay with him because he's only allowed in the shallow part. But when I went to the deeper end, we played chicken fight, I tried being in the bottom once and my shoulder's hurt AF so I chose to just stay on my partner's shoulders. In the middle of it all, the master said it was time to give gifts out and guess who got first, me... Just my luck.... So I gave it to him and people started whooping, I'm like I'm like the big sister... nothing's ever gonna happen and he has a girlfriend so basically he was off limits, then it was his turn to give gifts.... and to my surprise, he also got me... More whooping... I wanted to flip them off but there were parents so I prolonged my patience. He got me a teddy bear.... How cliche... He didn't open his right away but he kept on peeking through the bag opening. Gahd! Just open it! I wanna yer reaction but no.... He almost wrecked the whole bag trying to figure it out. The mom happened to be nearby so I just told her the contents to save the bag's life. The mom told me he didn't want to open it because his older brother would try to get it apparently. His older brother was there but he was 19, I doubt he'd like it. I don't know the guy mind that much. 

Sharing is Caring

Hi! This is a humble pose because this week is almost over. I just survived 4 long tests(Chemistry, Trigonometry, Health, and Geometry), 1 per day Monday through Thursday, a dramatic adaptation of Macbeth, a cake making with design and frosting which we got 54/60 in(my teacher said that the filling was overpowered by the blueberries *insert sad face*) and a monologue. Yeah it's intense. But it's almost Christmas, what's a little sacrifice before the festivities? Right? So I posted this because I go here every time I feel down and hopeless and so dejected about everything happening in the world. 
It's http://www.givesmehope.com/ it's for optimists everywhere. If you're not one, it's never to late to start. This site shows simple acts that you'd think doesn't happen anymore because this world is too destroyed. It gives homage to those who still do kind acts and it is just a nice manifesto of appreciation for other people who bring light in this dim world. This site will make you think yet another time of how the world can be(bright side version). POSITIVITY IS THE KEY. Stay happy and cuddle and bundle to keep warm this season. GOODBYE.

P.S. Sorry if you find it lame. Maybe I'm just a tad bit cheesy.

HEY

Hey who ever gets to read this can we be friends please? I need cyber friends! I'm creepy in a way but may be I'm the friend you need? I'm getting my writer side hyped so that I an type up a paper on witchcraft for English. And it's good once in a while to take a break and talk... so if you guys want to talk or if you have nothing else to do.... you can talk to me.... omg did that sound too desperate? anyway whatever, I allow myself a bit of slack before diving headfirst to a mountain of workload due next week. They just had to pick this week to be hectic. Seriously, 4 long tests and a project and an english paper then term exams a week after. I need debriefing :P ..... Love you all for even coming across my blog it's much appreciated. Thank you so much! Have a nice weekend!

message me on tumblr!!! avllzcdo.tumblr.com or comment how we can communicate with each other(it won't be see publicly if i don't allow it and i won't because i should respect people's privacy). 

Revealing Moi.... Slowly but surely

My Fucking Weird Shit

So I have a confession to make... It's not that big of a confession... You probably guessed this ages ago. I'm a creeper. Like legit... I'm not even kidding. When I know a person long enough, I know their whole name and their birthday and I've already Facebook stalked you...Detective much. This is probably why I never had a person to text with for long. I'm always out to find out new information and that annoys them I think... But I don't really know how else I'm going to text about... I'm not the type to talk like 'hab u eaten? Cn I join u?' I'm a 'spell everything out and punctuate correctly' kind of texter. I also have a sleeping person fetish. I legit have it and it turns me on that all a person's defenses are gone and they look so young and vulnerable. I just love it and you can actually see how long their eyelashes are and see the imperfections and little things that you never notice when the person's awake because you get intimidated by their stance. The steady deep breathing so soothing and rhythmic you can't help but feel calm when you're around it. I want to be able to see the small splash of freckles or that little white scar. It's the best feeling for me, I love it. Sometimes, you can even sneak a sniff of him( I only did that once! I promise! It felt too awkward and people might get the wrong impression if they see me). I love that the person who sleeps on me is comfortable and is able to get rest he may be deprived from in other place or people. That's all it's a huge revelation but my reasons aren't gross or anything so I accept my weirdness. At least sometimes, I find myself fascinating... :)

Something New, Something Dangerous

I entitled this text this way because I really am scared. I have crushed on my Carrot but he's gone to Canada. I thought I'd never recover from it and i'll wait for him to come back because he's worth it. But recently, I asked a guy to prom. It's acceptable because I'm from an all girl's school and it would be so weird if a guy invited himself to my prom so I asked him. He is also my teammate in taekwondo... He's my junior though. And he said yes! YAY! I have a date to prom! One less thing to worry about... We're going as friends but lately I've been thinking about him and I'm getting confused!!! With Carrot, we were just always together we were kept each other company. We went for walks and he always brought me along to show me stuff but it wasn't a regular thing ang he made such a big deal about us holding hands. With the new one, let's name him Snapper... Yes as in the food you feed to cats because I like food so I replace my boys names with food even if I don't eat it. So back to the story.... With him, we didn't click at first... But we grew on to each other.... Mainly because of the common hate of my brother's huge ego. People thought right away that we were crushing on each other... (they even locked me in a room with him and we decided to give them a show and made some sounds... :P) The people were opened it again and they thought we did something... Being the sneaky people we were we winked at each other and that's when all hell broke loose... They thought we kissed and we did something... But we were just joking around inside.... We sit beside each other in trips all the time and when he's tired, he knows he can always lay his head on my shoulder or lap... I suck at narrating it! It's better if you actually see it. When we go to competitions, I'm the only one who can tie his armor because I'm his lucky charm(his words not mine).... And when I competed with him, he taught me a game so I would get bored and when I got bruised and injured, he never left me and he wiped away my tears. You might as well say we complement each other... But I'm still so confused because Carrot actually confessed through his brother but I'm not sure about Snapper and lastly, I'm scared it'll ruin our friendship... :(

30 Weird Things I Notice About People

Well this is a weird list but I was bored so I made it.... This is more of my guy list so LOL.... I know this kinda sounds stalkerish but I I really do! I'm super observant about everything.... I legit even know the birthday of the people of my whole batch. That's kinda why I have vivid descriptions for almost anything. Here's the list and trust me when I say when I'm your friend, I know all those things about you.

1. Your eye color
2. If you have dimples
3. The many smiles you have
4. How you hold your pen and what hand you use
5. The length of your eyelashes
6. Your voice range
7. Your personal bubble
8. The people you're comfortable with
9. How you text
10. Pet names you use 
11. Your favorite food
12. Your musical taste
13. Your likes and dislikes
14. Your favorite candy
15. Your Internet addiction
16. The girls you find hot
17. Your clothes style
18. The perfume you use
19. Your sense of humor
20. Your jersey number
21. Your laugh
22. Your sleepy voice
23. How easy you fall asleep
24. Your ships/fandoms
25. Your sibling love
26. Your favorite movie/book
27. Your sport
28. Your passcode lock
29. The way you treat everyone
30. YOU....