Something New, Something Dangerous

I entitled this text this way because I really am scared. I have crushed on my Carrot but he's gone to Canada. I thought I'd never recover from it and i'll wait for him to come back because he's worth it. But recently, I asked a guy to prom. It's acceptable because I'm from an all girl's school and it would be so weird if a guy invited himself to my prom so I asked him. He is also my teammate in taekwondo... He's my junior though. And he said yes! YAY! I have a date to prom! One less thing to worry about... We're going as friends but lately I've been thinking about him and I'm getting confused!!! With Carrot, we were just always together we were kept each other company. We went for walks and he always brought me along to show me stuff but it wasn't a regular thing ang he made such a big deal about us holding hands. With the new one, let's name him Snapper... Yes as in the food you feed to cats because I like food so I replace my boys names with food even if I don't eat it. So back to the story.... With him, we didn't click at first... But we grew on to each other.... Mainly because of the common hate of my brother's huge ego. People thought right away that we were crushing on each other... (they even locked me in a room with him and we decided to give them a show and made some sounds... :P) The people were opened it again and they thought we did something... Being the sneaky people we were we winked at each other and that's when all hell broke loose... They thought we kissed and we did something... But we were just joking around inside.... We sit beside each other in trips all the time and when he's tired, he knows he can always lay his head on my shoulder or lap... I suck at narrating it! It's better if you actually see it. When we go to competitions, I'm the only one who can tie his armor because I'm his lucky charm(his words not mine).... And when I competed with him, he taught me a game so I would get bored and when I got bruised and injured, he never left me and he wiped away my tears. You might as well say we complement each other... But I'm still so confused because Carrot actually confessed through his brother but I'm not sure about Snapper and lastly, I'm scared it'll ruin our friendship... :(