Social Networking Experience.

        I have a lot of social media accounts and have had to reset passwords and create countless email addresses just because I felt like it. And I just join stuff that I felt like doing. I had Friendster which I even added my second grade Science teacher in LOL. That was also the time I had a slight of affiliation to the Twilight Saga and would play BuddyPoke and shizz. I had Plurk, I never really got it I just posted stuff because it's a bit like twitter and some of my friends had it. I had Imeem, which was a music playing thing and you made playlists so that your friends knew what music you liked and maybe include in the mixtapes they used to make. I had Tagged/HI5 which I kept because that's where you had pets and stuff and I got pretty expensive and liked to buy other people. Of course, I have Facebook which I started in fifth grade because my friend told me to play Pet Society with her and to this day I have it. I have 3 Twitter accounts, one I don't know how to log in to anymore, one fan account and one main one :D Cause you know, one Twitter is too mainstream.  I have Instagram and I absolutely love it. I post a lot and I'd like to think that I have good landscape pics and the selfie game is strong. I have Kik but I deleted it cause it was kind of dirty and full of pervs. I couldn't take it, even if I have one good friend there I really deleted it. I have Whisper, because Buzzfeed showed it and I thought I'd try it out and it was so cool and I found out I have a lot of weirder people than me.

Annoying Younger Brother

I have maybe, the most obnoxious younger brother ever created. And I'm not even exaggerating, if I were to be like that to my older brother, he'd kick my ass and I'd feel so bad about it. I think he got it from being the youngest and my mom's favorite. Yes she told us he was her favorite! But only because apparently everyone in my dad's side favored me and my older brother was the eldest male grandchild so everyone favored him too. Mom thought, my brother was so pitiful and under appreciated so she esteemed him so much so that he became big headed. Mom hates his guts sometimes but she gets him because apparently it reminds her of herself but on speed. I get the most of his wrath though because I'm the least important in the family(according to him). Because of course, he can't be above his own parents and my older brother is practically his role model and that's all he needs. I'm just a piece of dirt that lingers. That's sad cause I can't stay mad at him. I can't stay mad at anyone, what more my brother. I'd much rather be the punching bag than get him in trouble and shizz. But I figure I'm his foil(it's a literary thing where one character is the opposite of another so that the most distinct character is emphasized). He loses his patience so easily while I have lost my temper a few times my entire life. He finds something to insult in every person while I try to be optimistic in general. That doesn't matter to him though because he is "smarter" than me, more fit than me, and more artsy than me.

 Good luck making friends with that attitude bro. One day, you'll find someone who is prouder and has an even bigger head than you do. And you'll realize being this way never brought any good. 

Sorry Sorry It's Just Been Bothering Me

No Canadians. My blog has not been read by any Canadian. Why am I affected? Cause my other blog actually has an audience in Canada. And it has way less views. Not that I'm complaining. I just want my writing to harbor things that every country can read. But I accept it. I can't please everybody and if I want to try to do that, I have to work harder on writing and finding good content to write about. 

The Fudging Struggle!

Do you have a loveteam or ship or OTP(whatever you want to call it) that have long since drifted apart and you start losing hope in happening or going cannon???? Well, I do. And though it's been 4 years, at the back of my mind, I still wish them together. 

JAMLI. Avid fans of Pinoy Big Brother will know this loveteam. They were part of PBB Teen Clash of 2010 wherein they were both Teenternational housemates. And I absolutely love them together. An 17-year old Australian guy and A 15-year old Chinese-Taiwanese girl staying in one house and building a friendship that eventually became something more. It was so evident, you had to be blind to not notice. I can't even.... The feels and I was just 13 at that time, I was going crazy. Like I look back and see that that was the peak of my fangirl stage cause now I have to be more subdued and mature about things. But when I came across their videos in Youtube playlist of Jamli. I was like.... Shit I miss them. These past few years it was impossible for them to be together because James was in a relationship(which has now ended much to the delight of the female population) and busy learning Tagalog so he can do movies, etc while Ann travels to Manila-Paris-China-Taiwan because she's studying but now she's staying in the Philippines for a month or so. I hope they catch up and become friends again that contact each other. Because then there'll be hope for them to be together in the future cause I love them and I seriously think they should be together. But I can wait. They're both still young. And they will realize that it's supposed to be them. 

Sorry about the rant. I needed to vent because I wanted to write so many fanfics about them but I got discouraged cause they're never together. But I'll just try to do it even without them being together. Because I can dream and write about it.

Learning to Play Guitar!

I finally have a guitar! I mean a correctly tuned guitar(because we have tons of guitars around the house) so that I can finally learn an instrument. I wanted to learn piano/organ/keyboard but I don't have one at the moment, but maybe in May, I can start on that. I'm also getting a Mac soon so maybe I can start actually making quality covers in Garage Band.I'm trying to learn the guitar basics through online videos because my cousin said it was enough to do that because it's the same thing as formal lessons but free and a little less technical. Now I know the pain of all guitarists rocking out every time they play(but maybe not because they play a lot and some people's fingers even bleed-Thank God that hasn't happened to me yet). My fingers are so sore right now that it hurts to type this right now(see my writing dedication there??), and that's just learning 4 chords. I hope the tips of my fingers get calloused soon so that it won't hurt as much to keep my fingers pressed on to the strings in the correct frets. This is even more challenging because the guitar I'm using is right handed and I happen to be left handed. But at least I have long fingers so placing my fingers on different frets and strings is not as hard it may be for a person with short fingers. I really want to learn an instrument this time, I have to suck it up, get over the pain and just try my best to learn guitar and own it. (And I'm actually trying to learn all the chords.... not just a few so that I can play a certain song). In the future, I hope I can be able to play by ear and maybe even make my own composition. That'd be cool and it'd keep me off my phone and the internet for a while :P. I HOPE I ACTUALLY STICK TO THIS! OMG! IF I DON'T, I'LL FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE BECAUSE I COME FROM A FAMILY THAT SINGS(VERY WELL, IF I MAY SAY SO MYSELF)AND OVERALL MUSICAL. I don't want to be a let down. Now... I shall leave y'all to try to make fingers get callouses faster :P 

P.S. I hope you're all stoked for Christmas! (as I am)
P.P.S. Have a nice day! Keep smiling cause, we ought to give the shape of a banana some homage!

Unbelievable.

Right now I am fuming. I don't know if it's because of my period and all the stress right now, but THE FUCK! I mean I love my friend but she's so fucking weak. She doesn't know how to stand up by herself. She always needs to have to follow another certain friend and it doesn't sit well with me because I think if she continues on doing this, she'll never be independent. She even applied to the same university as that friend. I'm about to just snap at her saying, "Grow some balls, I know you're a girl but seriously, man the F up!". Please, I love you. Make a change for the better. Start with yourself.

A Not-So-Good Poem With A Message from The Heart

You are not alone in this world.
It is a lie if that's what you're told.
It may not seem this way,
But everything will be okay.

Look around you and see
The infinite possibilities in the future
That will make you agree
Life is a beautiful adventure.(For you to unfold.)

Start with a random person,
You may never come across
But wants to become a reason
You don't become a loss.(To the world)

Start believing and start trusting 
That soon when you wake up in the morning,
You'll smile because you like being you
Because you deserve to be happy too!

Tips on Living Life Properly(this is also for myself btw)

1. Be considerate. You don't have to be nice but please please be considerate. You're not the only person on the earth. The earth does not revolve around you. Being considerate is simple courtesy, which everyone should practice because we do not live alone, we need human interaction because man is inherently a social being. Be considerate and aware of your surroundings and that will take you a long way. 

2. Do NOT label yourself. Labeling yourself is like limiting yourself. If you yourself believe that you are just a certain someone, you stop yourself from being someone greater. If you do not label yourself, you are able to be flexible and create a network of good things so that you can achieve the BEST you!

3. Have a purpose in life. It is hard have a life if you don't have a purpose for living. That's merely existing. It can be for anything. It can be for your family or your special someone or your passion. Someone appreciates you, they may have a weird way of showing it but they do. Having a purpose is like a goal you have to work on to achieve so that you're not stagnant in life, that's never healthy. You have to keep moving, it'll be one hell of a ride. 

4.Think positive. SORRY  if you're naturally a pessimist but dude, positivity will make the burden on your shoulders way lighter. The law of attraction states that, if you can perceive, you can achieve! Happy thoughts will bring about happiness and bad thoughts will bring about bad. No one needs more bad in their lives(maybe a badass nerd cool boyfriend! :P). I can personally attest to this tip because even if I have a hard time, I just keep on thinking that it will get better. I always get by and I always find a reason to smile :D. (Sorry optimistic side is very much evident here)

5.LOVE. Love who you are. Love the people around you. Love what you do. Love the world you live in. Love what you believe in. Love those who love you. Love being able to help people. Love with your mind body and soul.

Wattpad Book Review: Becoming Beautiful by istolethecookiez

As mentioned above, I am a bookworm and sometimes, that can be a problem. I always have to be reading a book, a real book, an e-book, a Wattpad book,a fanfiction.net book, anything that I can get my hands on. Right now I'm reading an e-book and tons of Wattpad books but this book in particular, can push all my feeling buttons. You guys should read it!

        First of all, it is written very well. I always appreciate that because one of the major drawbacks of Wattpad books is that sometimes the writers are very talented but their grammar and word choice could be improved. istolethecookiez writes very well and the plot development is just right, not too fast or too slow. I thought the story line was very predictable but I changed my mind because some of the things that had happened in the book have come unexpected and honestly, those parts are the best parts.

      It's very realistic, and I think that is one of the things that makes me cry the most because those things really happen and it reminds me that in life we don't always get our way or go the way we plan it to go. The characters are very diverse and each remarkable in their own ways. I can't even begin. Noah and Kenna=Koah=OTP! Kenna's a very normal girl, a bit nerdy and musically inclined but a loner, until she meets the bubbly,extroverted Marissa who just happens to be Noah's stepsister. Noah's a cool loner,untouchable because of Marissa and he just gave off a vibe that you didn't wanna mess with him(basically, non-conformist), but he's also smart and nerdy and musically inclined. I also love Floyd, by the way. :D! They all make this story go round and it's just such a roller coaster ride of a story. 
     
      I have no bad opinion about it(well expect that I hate that it's almost done and she knows people love her story and the anticipation of a new update just drives me crazy!). It's worthy of being published! istolethecookiez, I really really admire you! You're talented and so young and will get so much better! I'm older than you but whatever, you rock! Keep writing!

xx

Senioritis....

   I dunno if this part of senioritis but these days I just like to think and it's not just about the future... But everything I've been through. It made me feel old but a tad bit accomplished. Sometimes, I catch my self just staring blankly into space, looking like I'm having the time of my life in the clouds. Other times though, I feel so stressed and stretch to my limit any attempt to make any contact with me will cause a breakdown. It's weird that I'm turning 17 in a month and I compare myself to other people from other countries who had been working since they were 16 and I have no job experience whatsoever. I feel very inexperienced about life in general. I kinda feel a pressure that I have to get out of my comfort zone and be carefree for a day...(Mind you, I said care free... not careless). I shall relay to you the reasons why I feel so inexperienced: 1. I do not know how to drive yet.(I'm trying to learn though... My dad's teaching me) 2. I have yet to get drunk(I don't think I ever want to be drunk... I do NOT want to go through that awful hangover everyone complains about the morning after). 3. Lip virgin(hehe came close to losing it though) and Virgin virgin(I plan to stay this way till I get married though). There's a whole lot of things I have yet to try out but right now I just wanna write and I want to be able to rant and maybe find people with the same sentiments. I'm just so excited to graduate and go to university and experience the new environment it has to offer.I know it's going to be hard and that my year is going to be damn hectic and epic. I feel the buzz of the senioritis already. I'm ready to take you on though. I just finished writing a kick ass essay on the question, "What experiences/decisions have helped shaped your life to become what it is today?" Yeah that kind of thing. (that wasn't the exact question but that was the gist of it and once I got writing, couldn't stop. A thousand words(well I had to edit to make it fit into a thousand words)just kept me typing and making it one of the best pieces I have ever made. It's kinda official though so I can't post it. I may be able to but by October. Batch 2015, It's our last year....( bursts into the HSM song about Senior Year). hahaha Keep smiling and work your way to the top!!! xx

PS: Sorry I just write straight and don't make paragraphs.... It's just the way I am sometimes... :D

Trying to Take Chances

       There is always the fear of the unknown. A fear that just haunts people and makes people doubt themselves. This fear has also been s feat in my life because for so long, I have been depriving myself of alot of possibilities that I could have benefitted from. It then came to me that life is better risky than safe. It doesn't sound very appealing but it has made me learn a lot of things that I do not regret(well, sometimes I do but not regularly). One of the greatest decisions in my life was to look past the judgement of other people and doing what I liked doing. Like my taekwondo, which I never really had an interest in because there's no way the fat kid could excel in a contact sport wherein speed and power was crucial but I took a dive in and tried it out anyway. Honestly, I learned more there than I have ever learned in school. Not in the knowledge part, but in the discipline and mental game and even confidence. It was so much fun and educational and you get a good exercise out of it. I also met most of my bestfriends there. I got to be myself there with no inhibitions and no walls(even if that took a ton of tears to do), and I made it and it's really one of the best things in life. One chance I took that changed my life blissfully drastic. But of course, I also have my regrets that I cringe to everytime I think about the chances I decided not to take.  The biggest being shying away from the limelight even if I know what I'm capable of. I like to sing and people say they like my voice but when I was given a chance to perform solo and share my talent, I just bolted and did not show myself to the people. I regret it now because now that I am more comfortable in my own skin, I am not given a chance to solo again because they do not want a repeat of the last time. But I know it is my fault and I will try my best to be a little bit more open to possibilities and take those chances because in the end, it'll be worth it. So um.... I Love You Carrot! Always have and always will(sad but true cause you prolly don't even ever think about me.)  I just had to take the chance to say how I feel and not cower in fear because he's really special(to me) even if he doesn't know it. I love your pretty brown eyes and your tall scrawny frame. Your kindness makes my heart sing and I hope we cross paths again and in that time, I'll just be waiting for a chance of loving once more or letting go of this past love. #sicklysweet #eeeww 

NEW DISCOVERY: THE COHENS

So I went to a fair last Feb 8, 2014 and I heard this band playing some songs that I didn't even know and they seemed to rock it out so well that the audience who were crying for reasons I'd rather not reveal because it would completely show my identity, stopped crying when they heard the band playing. Their voices gave me an eargasm, even if the songs were not from the genre I usually listen to and that's something that never ever happened before. They are The Cohens... and for a good band, their fan base is really small so I decided to share them to you guys. It helps that they're from a really good school with really nice guys(at least in my experience).... They are so crushable and have such good sexy voices... You'll just drop dead.

The Cohens
Perfect Girl- The Cohens
You Threw Me Out - The Cohens

Yeah check them out please!!! I really want them to make it big and I hope they do.... 

Where did it go?

I know I posted a few imagines here but I decided to make a separate blog for my imagines... and it's all there and I'm thinking about making an imagine soon... so hurray for that.... the separate blog is Hello Imagines!  Hope you like it :D