Senioritis....

   I dunno if this part of senioritis but these days I just like to think and it's not just about the future... But everything I've been through. It made me feel old but a tad bit accomplished. Sometimes, I catch my self just staring blankly into space, looking like I'm having the time of my life in the clouds. Other times though, I feel so stressed and stretch to my limit any attempt to make any contact with me will cause a breakdown. It's weird that I'm turning 17 in a month and I compare myself to other people from other countries who had been working since they were 16 and I have no job experience whatsoever. I feel very inexperienced about life in general. I kinda feel a pressure that I have to get out of my comfort zone and be carefree for a day...(Mind you, I said care free... not careless). I shall relay to you the reasons why I feel so inexperienced: 1. I do not know how to drive yet.(I'm trying to learn though... My dad's teaching me) 2. I have yet to get drunk(I don't think I ever want to be drunk... I do NOT want to go through that awful hangover everyone complains about the morning after). 3. Lip virgin(hehe came close to losing it though) and Virgin virgin(I plan to stay this way till I get married though). There's a whole lot of things I have yet to try out but right now I just wanna write and I want to be able to rant and maybe find people with the same sentiments. I'm just so excited to graduate and go to university and experience the new environment it has to offer.I know it's going to be hard and that my year is going to be damn hectic and epic. I feel the buzz of the senioritis already. I'm ready to take you on though. I just finished writing a kick ass essay on the question, "What experiences/decisions have helped shaped your life to become what it is today?" Yeah that kind of thing. (that wasn't the exact question but that was the gist of it and once I got writing, couldn't stop. A thousand words(well I had to edit to make it fit into a thousand words)just kept me typing and making it one of the best pieces I have ever made. It's kinda official though so I can't post it. I may be able to but by October. Batch 2015, It's our last year....( bursts into the HSM song about Senior Year). hahaha Keep smiling and work your way to the top!!! xx

PS: Sorry I just write straight and don't make paragraphs.... It's just the way I am sometimes... :D