I hate being a burden to people. I like to do things myself because that way, I don't bother anyone, even if that means that I'll have to do things the hard way. I suffer of course, but at least I don't have to worry about owing anyone a favor. I know not all people will think that way, there are actually some nice people but most of the people I know will count all the things they've done for me and will enumerate them when the want help so they blackmail me into it. And I don't like that so I go out of my way to do things on my own and only ask for help when absolutely necessary. I must like well enough if I am able to ask you to do something for me or I'm just pretty dang desperate to get things done. I know I won't be able to keep this up because it's tiring and it's not living the right way. We need people in our lives to help us get through things. People who love me will not see me as a burden but a person who just needs a little help, a little push to be able to do the right thing and the best thing.
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